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Friday, June 29, 2007

To U ..
i really know that u are very unhappy with me..
jus wan to tell u that i really not siding any 1 ok..
i really don't like u to be so unhappy abt this type
of stuff...i know alot of thing have happen around us
untill at the point that i don't know what i am doing..
i am not asking u to think like me,diff ppl have diff
thinking jus wan u to think positive so that u will
be much happier...wan to see you smile when ever
i see u...don't wan to see u sad...anyway i know u can
do alot more then what u did..u are more capable
then what u think u can do...may be u jus looked
too lowly to urself untill u think that what ever
u done is enoght le...i kown tht there is still alot
u can show...maybe u jus have to take time to ur search
ur innerself...i will alway be there when u need me..
keep smiling....

@6/29/2007 04:25:00 PM // 0 souls being eaten

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

quarrel/unhappiness is because of the changes in these
2 persons or the differences of 2 person?

the time now is 3.43am i got lesson at 11am
later..whahah...hopefully i won't fall aslp druing
call time...

@6/27/2007 03:38:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten


OMG!!!!!!!!
I FOUND OUT SOMETHING SUPER BIG LAR
WHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
SOOO HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY....

anyway something funny happen lar
i got follow by 3 person..whahaha...
they bluff me that they at sun plaza
park lar...bt then they will like at my sch
since 4+ lar..whahaha...then the thing is
i didn't know that..whahaha...then i was
with my 2 classmate jaSs n angle lar..
then they know abt it lar...n they didn't
tell me lar..then the 3 spy was
ptgf jess,ptgf jasmine n sawn chip..
whahah..cute of them to do that lar
n the ideal came from none other then
ptgf jasmine...whahaha...then later
when back sch...whahah..thanks
ms nyoe for the spongebob monopoly
whahah...happy happy...then we play
at the bball court..then went dinner
with mama,coach,erbao,huiping,
sawn,n my 2 sweet ptgfss jasmine n jess
whahaha...

thanks ptgf for the badge..whahaaha

@6/27/2007 12:11:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

i jus finish my printing for my project
dam still very awake still on the phone
with my ptgf jess..hehehe..thanks jaSS
for helping me to do the photoshop stuff
whahaha...arh...i gpt drawing lesson tml
today after sch went to haid rd to
have dinner with ptgf jess,ptgf jasmine,
ptgf goldfish,huiping n sawn...then
after then went to eat durian at geylang..
hehehe...

"i have nv been happier today man"
Cos i saw all my ptgfsss n so my
day is not wasted...



to ptgf jess get well soon...
to reine gd luck for ur exam
to johnny hope u can finsh ur wrk soon

Lies are what i am getting frm you
doubt that i can belive what ever
you tell me again..

@6/26/2007 02:06:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Sunday, June 24, 2007

i wastde my day today cos nv
see see ptgfsss...hey ptgfss
thanks for the masks...i it
fit on very well..whahaha


lies are what i am getting frm u

@6/24/2007 11:46:00 PM // 0 souls being eaten


Got a msg n a phone call frm u
when u reach singapore..heheh
glad that u are back...
went to sch then teacher late
for 1hr lar..then after sch me jass
alicia n angle went to the STPI
Singapore Tyler Print Institute
went to see picasson printing..then
later we went to take neoprint
whahaha..
then later went to meet ptgf jess,
huiping, swan ,kai ,xuan n mong..
thank huiping for the shirt
thanks ptgf jess for the tea egg
after that we went to play arcade
then when tamp to meet april
n ptgf jas..whahah..then later
huiping me sawn n ptgfsss
when to prawn catching..whahaha
bt then me huiping n jas was there
to watch them do it...3 of us
end up taking alot of photo..
heheh..after that we went hm..

A personnel test that i did frm is
weside http://www.paulgoldin.com/colorgenics.htm


You are a very sensitive person and you try hard (perhaps a little too hard) to make favourable impressions and to be recognised by your peers. But you have that inherent need to feel appreciated and admired and you are easily hurt if all of your endeavours go by unappreciated or not acknowledged. Stop trying so hard.

For some time now you have been feeling rather insecure. You are looking for - and needing - an environment that can offer you roots, stability and a position that will relieve you of excess tension and stress.

Loneliness is soul destroying and at this time you feel lost and lonely, perhaps it is because you feel so frustrated that you are prepared to go out of your way to become emotionally involved with someone who could accept you for what you are. You are egocentric, antagonistic and quick to take offence, although it must be said, you can control your pent-up up emotion and thus avoid open conflict.

The unwanted situation in which you presently find yourself is causing you considerable stress and frustration and your feeling is that whatever you try to do to remedy this is to no avail. You feel trapped. You want to get away from it all as you feel that you are banging your head against a brick wall getting nowhere. You have turned your aggression inwards and you are furious with yourself for not being able to achieve your goals. You need to go away, somewhere where there are less restrictions and where you can be free to make your own decisions.

Overwork - be it mental stress or physical strain, you are completely worn out and this depleted vitality has created an intolerance for any further stimulation. You feel disappointed with your obvious lack of energy and powerless to do anything about it. You are angry with yourself and this frustration shows. You are contradictory and argumentative and feel helpless to change the situation at this time. Take a break - even if it is only for a few days - allow yourself to breath, to unwind - you'll feel much better for it. Then trust and let go.



A DAY WITH OUT SEEING MY PTGFs
IS A DAY WASTED!!!!
THANKS FOR BEGIN THERE FOR ME




alicia...


angle



jass




me n ptgf jas




me huiping n jasmine




sawn n ptgf jess

@6/24/2007 01:40:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Friday, June 22, 2007

i had like lesson 1hr of lesson today..
then my whole class was surppos to go art friend
bt then angle alicia jass n me when to
eat lunch then went to play arcade..hehe
alicia played the drum the game dam well
OMG she is good okok..then jass took photo
of her playing..whahahaha..then we when to art
friend to buy stuff...then when back to sch
to do our wrk...afte that me alicia n jass
when to simlim to look for stuff then
went for dinner..then alicia bf fetch me
hm..hahaha...thanks alot..


me and my wrk

alicia

jass


angle

miss u miss u miss u miss u miss u
how i wish that you are right beside
me now..day turn into week when u are
not with me..my day seem so unconpleted
when u are not around, counting down to
the time i can meet u..miss u love u

Another happy day with out them
I AM LOVING IT!!!!!!!

@6/22/2007 11:08:00 PM // 0 souls being eaten


heheh ptgf thanks for helping me in mt script
hehehe...then i got some1 else to help me in my
script after that thanks love u...and the time now is
4.24am and i think i shd go slp soon tml have
to wake up early tml...

@6/22/2007 04:23:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Thursday, June 21, 2007

i all most fell aslp drning
class time..whahaha..had 3hr
of lesson today only...then after
sch i stay back with jass alicia
angle to do our wrk for sat...
bt then at the end after angle
left then we went to do our
scrpit which had to be hand up
tml..die tonite no need to slp
le need to type script..heheh..
GUESS WHAT!!!! I GOT MY MAC MINI TODAY





we stay untill 8+ 9 then we left
the sch n went dinner with
jass..then went hm le..

All i have now is the photo
of you and me...missing u badly

whahaha...nv see them again
I am really loving these!!!!!!

@6/21/2007 11:21:00 PM // 0 souls being eaten


i am sick again..ARH!!!!! y sick at this
point of time when all the project are
starting to pile up like no body business..
i stay in mos burger n do my sat wrk there
with jass n alicia..i did untill 9.30 then
left to find chicken feet production crew..
hehehe..then took some photo then me ptgf
jess n diana took bus 2 hm..hehe..on the bus
we will thinking of the script...n guess what
i finish the story le..now jus need to type it
into script...my story had a sad ending then
jess was like y u so emo wan then i was eeeee..
don't know..

i miss the smile that nv fail to brighten up
my day...i am missing u badly hope that
you are feelin it too...


Another happy day without them...

i'm loving it

@6/21/2007 12:16:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

YEAH had shisha today with
edwin, ptgf jess,ptgf jasmine,her friend
sawn n april..it was ok lar..then
at the seesha place we took alot of
photo..whahaha..pic are all at jasmine
n april there..

missing you very badly
was jus hope that i can be
there with you...

Glad that i didn't see them
today..whahaha..happy happy

@6/20/2007 12:41:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

hmmm...it is like less then afew hr
since she left n i am missing her le
hmm...1 whole week with out seeing her
msging her n hearing her voice...hmmm
don't know if i will get use to it anot..

today is a happy day ,thanks ptgf jasmine
thanks san bao for the towel...
thanks ptgf jess for the dinner n u shd know lar


i am jus glad that that i didn't see them
today...

@6/19/2007 12:28:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Sunday, June 17, 2007

OMG i am conferenceing now
with alot alot of ppl lar
got the 2jess,anqi,huiping
yunru,swan,april,jasmin n me
whahaha..9 ppl talking..
so noisy!!!!!!bt then fun
they call in to my hp n huiping
hp...

@6/17/2007 10:47:00 PM // 0 souls being eaten


hmm...i am still on the phone with jess
whahaha..both uf us is like dam awake lar
whahah...the time now is 5.10am n we
don't feel tired at all then jess think that
she is not human n she can't belive that she
is dam awake..n she is thinking that what
the hell she did to day how come can't slp..
whahahah...then she realise that she drank
too much green tea..whahaha...hmm..play
small bball at huiping house...then play with
jess mimiyan chip huiping n yunru then
i got alot of bruise at my leg there lar..
dam sad lar..whahhaah

@6/17/2007 05:07:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Saturday, June 16, 2007



i am jus to tired to do anymore
thing...when ever i think that thing
will go well it alway will turn out
to be the opposite..spoiler...
i really hate how i feel now..
time n time u make me feel that way
u know bt then u still do it..tell
me y..how i wish i could jus be
heartless for once...it really
suck to look happy bt then deep
inside actully not...
disapointed is all i can say...



TO the ppl that was there for
me listening to all my crap
thanks alot...i think i would
have drop dead long time ago
if not for u all..thanks...

@6/16/2007 01:03:00 PM // 0 souls being eaten

Thursday, June 14, 2007

i did something dam stupid n funny
lar then the 2 jess n jass laught
at me i didn't know lo..dam it..
hopefully no wan will see it lar
ARH!!!!!!
the time now is 3am le..
need to slp le after i blog
hmm..lesson start at 3pm today
then took some pic in sch..
then went to meet ptgf furby
huiping n swan for dinner...
i think thats all abt it read
their blog if u wan to know
anymore stuff..
What's Your Best Quality?
Your Result: Out-Going
 

Your best quality is out-going! People like you because you are fun to be around and no one ever knows what you will do next. Also you are not afraid to say or do whatever
you want.

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Loving
 
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Ambitious
 
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@6/14/2007 03:04:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

hmm...i think my video don't like me le
cos in his lesson instead of asking video
qunstion i ask audio question..whahaha
so funny lar...then later lunch time eat cup
noodles with alicia...then me alicia
angeline n jass went to do drawing..then
something funny happen...one of them
ask me play song then the next sec all
of them say don't wan cos they scared i
will play the 183 club the sound..whahah
they heard untill sick le..whahaha
then alicia jus love to hit my head lar..
cos of my drawing..whahaha..then under
my influence they was having the thinkin
of not goin sch tml for drawing lesson..whahaha
so funny lar..hehee..then they wan to watch
spider lily then movie..sad lar i can't watch
not fair..sob sob..hmm...nvm..then after lesson
ptgf furby ,ptgf mimiyan,bev n huiping
came to bugis to find me then we had dinner
then send mimiyan to pasir ris then later
went hm le..whahaha...april jus call me saying that
she make it thou 2am le..then she when to slp le..
whahaha..

photo on sat











@6/12/2007 02:12:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Y do ppl jus love wearing mask?
ans:still finding out(tell me if u know)

don't know how i feel now
tried?sad?happy?angry?
can't be bored?hmm...
had sch yesterday n i got
alot of hmwrk...arh sian..
anyway went out after sch
meet jess 1st then we talk alot
of stuff...then we when to
find yun ru april n swan..
then the 3 of them hor
take dam long time to
chosse the shose they wan lar
then i cos see the lady at that
shop like quite angry..then we
went for dinner at bugis
ate steamboat...ppl who was there
other then the 5 of us are...
huiping jasmine n the 2 brother
eat alot lar..sure put on weight le
whahaha..then after dinner go walk
walk then took alot of photo..
heheh then i got myself new PTGFS..
whahahahah...u make me get it wan lo
hehe..then took alot of photo..
still waiting for jasmine to send me pic..
hehehe...then i reach hm at 12+..heheh
then later in the nite i stratd doing my sch
wrk cos there is alot to do lar n
was talkin to jasmine jess on the phone
at the same time lar..muit tasking...
talk on the phone untill abt 7am this
morning lar..whahaha...so fun lar....
then wrk up at 10+ then on the phone
with huiping pei her on the phoene to wrk
then later i was on the phone
with jasmine cos she got dragon boat
training today then pei her on the phone
hehehe...then for now i thinki better go
do my wrk le..


No matter what happen
i must still stay happy....
still finding my oldself

@6/10/2007 01:30:00 PM // 0 souls being eaten

Wednesday, June 06, 2007






don't wan to type much


so jus see photo..hehe

van n me

me reine n van

food that alicia broght

the food n me

jass n me

alicia n me
khermen n me

@6/06/2007 10:56:00 PM // 0 souls being eaten

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

I will make love to you
Boys ll Men
Close your eyes, make a wish
And blow out the candlelight
For tonight is just your night
We're gonna celebrate
All thru the night
Pour the wine, light the fire
Girl your wish is my command
I submit to your demands
I will do anything
Girl you need only ask
~ * ~ * ~
I'll make love to you
Like you want me to
And I'll hold you tight
Baby all through the night
I'll make love to you
When you want me to
And I will not let go
'Til you tell me to
~ * ~ * ~
Girl relax, let's go slow
I ain't got nowhere to go
I'm just gonna concentrate on you
Girl are you ready
It's gonna be a long night
Throw your clothes on the floor
I'm gonna take my clothes off too
I made plans to be with you
Girl whatever you ask me
You know I will do
~ * ~ * ~
I'll make love to you
Like you want me to
And I'll hold you tight
Baby all through the night
I'll make love to you
When you want me to
And I will not let go
'Til you tell me to
~ * ~ * ~
Baby tonight is your night
And I will do you right
Just make a wish on your night
Anything that you ask
I will give you the love of your life
~ * ~ * ~
I'll make love to you
Like you want me to
And I'll hold you tight
Baby all through the night
I'll make love to you
When you want me to
And I will not let go
'Til you tell me to
i am really trying my best to
cheer up be happy bt then
time n time i fail to do so
y..y did i become like that
i really wan to know..i don't
like how i am feeling now..
it really suck..hai..i wan a brain
wash..hmm..don't think i am
abt to do so lar...
Must be happy again
Must get myself back
Must keep trying
Must not give up
Must think that my life is great

@6/05/2007 01:42:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Sunday, June 03, 2007

Question-Why dose the person u love the most will be the one letting you down n causing the most hurt to you?Dose love really come with pain?

ans:the one u love will be the one who lets u down and causing more pain, cos he/she is the one who is the one who brings the most happiness and laughter to your life. Love comes happiness, with happiness comes sadness,with sadness comes pain....

slpt very late for the pass few
nite lar...thur nite which is
fri morning shan shan was talkin
on the phone with me untill 5+
6..then she was late for class
then as for me i slpt in my class
then yesterday was abit better
i slp at 4+ n wrk up at 8+
wahhahaha..i was not late
for today lesson okok..then
i went shopppin with my classmate
jess heheh..then i brough 2 shirt
bt then didn't get the nice shirt
that i like cos i can't find that
shirt le..whahaha

@6/03/2007 12:34:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Friday, June 01, 2007


went to watch movie hahah..sherk3
whahah nice show then when to eat
lunch the shop shop then saw 2 shirt
which is nice bt then nv buy at the
end..heheh..then i went to pc fare..


I JUS WAN TO BE HAPPY
I WAN MY OLD SELF BACK

@6/01/2007 01:14:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten



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