[monster ME]

Saturday, September 29, 2007

whahaha today is my 300th post
in blogger...hmm..cool..whahha
sorry REINE VAN N WEIKE make
u all wait for me for hr..hehe
sorry hor..i will make it up to
u all soon okok...

will stop goin there
prevant my self frm
getting angry

i jus wan to be happy again..

@9/29/2007 12:37:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Friday, September 28, 2007

hmmm i day was good untill...

will talk abt that later ba..happy

haapy i jus love my class mate

every1 of them..whahahaha

had fun druning my nite class

today which is like nv really

happen before lar...so funny
every1 was very chatte
n hpyer today....

~~Anger was bear at me~~

~~like as if i was ur puching bag~~

~~I bear ur anger~~

~~n i realise that i got now~~

~~place to bear me..~~

~~got piss y much this~~

~~anger begin bear on me today~~

~~u was happy after u bear ur anger~~

~~then did u thou of me...~~

~~maybe u did bt it was after u bear~~

~~ur anger on me n i told u that~~

~~i am not feel ok..~~

~~u ask me what i want~~

~~friendly speaking i wan~~

~~something that have been long~~

~~gone which i know i can hardly~~

~~get it back ready..~~

~~what i wan to get back~~

~~i wan my happy go lucky self back~~

~~i think that is abit hard to get back~~

~~hmmm...punching bag is what~~

~~i am to u now...~~

*ps(i could recall that something almost the same happen be for
and i was the wan to ask u not to do that and ur ans to me was DON'T
KNOW N I GOT NO COMMAN.KAMA do happen)
*i only recall this after i wash up in the morning

@9/28/2007 02:57:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

ARH!!!dumb dumb sch make me come so early lar
i got no 3pm class lar...nvm can do stuff here lo..
need too wait untill 7pm then may 3d class then start
what the...nvm...at least i did my 2d drawing le..whahaha
my teacher didn'y like my rational say need to add more
stuff sain..my nice class mate help me then nwe come up with
other wan

The gloomy weather depicts what we face in life. The vivid face that emerges from the grass is able to withstand the hardship faced by mankind. It sucks the bad energy from the sky, and teaches us that we have to be stronger than the darken clouds and evil soul. We have to overcome all obstacles in life to shield the rain and fetch the sun, pouring passion on all mankind. Before such rainbows appear, only darkness fill the world, hence the picture is painted with black and white.

then reine came up with another wan then
jess say it is nice bt then it sound like a porm

The sun disappears and the rain comes. The sky darkens with heavy clouds forming as one, rushing to flood the earth, and squeeze the tears of mankind. The gloomy weather started, and it depicts the heartrending starting of life. Fortunately, an angelic being sucks back the weather as her form of energy, which shows all mankind that obstacles are meant to be overcome. With attitude like this, sunlight will appear and subsequently filling the sky with blasting passion and heat that everyone loves.

hmm n so i am goin to let my teacher pick which
wan is better lo..whahhaa
1 rational down n one more to
go ...done wit hmy logo printed
yesterday bt then got erro so i goin
to reprint again tml...zzzzz

@9/26/2007 04:01:00 PM // 0 souls being eaten

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

i my done with my 1 of my wrk le

and here it is

title:Overcome 克服

The gloomy weather depicts what we face in life then the person is sucking the weather, showing that we need to overcome all the obstacles in order to have sun all day long

hmm i did this jus in time to tell my self that

no matter what happen i need to overcome it

@9/25/2007 01:46:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Sunday, September 23, 2007

@9/23/2007 09:34:00 PM // 0 souls being eaten

Friday, September 21, 2007

i have fall into ur trap
u make me feel stupid
u make me really think
y did i ever do so much for u
y did i ever care so much for u
y did i ever put before any1
y did i take the blame whenever we quarrl
when after so much i have done
i nv seem to get no where..
u don't even boreder at all
u don't care how i feel u
jus do thing that u think u
are rite when it is wrong
u say sorry for the sick for saying it
when the same problem come back
u will say thatis not ur fault i was
stupid to belive that u mean ur sorry
bt then it turn out to be i am jus
begin fool by ur sorry...u nv once
think that it was ur fault n is not
my...no one treat me n make me feel
so down before...y do i even boreder
to get angry with u,y do i keep giving
u so much chance to proof what u say
u say u care for me....i told u before
action speech louder then words..
u only say don't do it...can u for
once feel for me before u think
of urself...u comparted ur self with
some1 else n u know that she treat
me better then u treat me even
thou i treat u better then any1...
i am jus too stupid to let u keep
doing this to me...

My heart grows colder.
Numb...Numb to the fact that i was so dumb.
dumb enoght to do so much for some1
that don't even care expect herself

You see
but you don't observe

Sometimes I wish I was a little kid again...
skinned knees are easier to fix then broken hearts

@9/21/2007 12:17:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Thursday, September 20, 2007

MISS.....

the time now ia 2.40am
i thou i can end my day well
since i nv start it well bt then
is so nice of u to end it this way
liar liar i so not talkin to a liar!!!
PISSSn ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!

@9/20/2007 01:33:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

got hang when i needed some1 to be
there i don't ask for much jus staying
on the phone n let me feel that some1
is still there then i will be arite le..
bt......i still got hang up by u...

what did i really do wrong to get all
is stuff happening to me...

@9/19/2007 10:41:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

thanks you ptgf jas for ur cam
the card n etc..thanks alot really
own u big time..hopefully ur teacher
didn't scold u...if she did sorry okok
heheh...smile smile..no matter
what happen i must stay strong n
live through it..whahha

U are miss by me

@9/19/2007 01:28:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

i flip through album both u
make for me..miss that feeling
of togetherness with both of u
both of u truly have been there
when i was in despair...words can't
describe how much i apprediate all
u all have done for me..i was actully
smileing ear to ear when i was filping
through love all the pic i was laughting
when i saw the 4 page of me n u know who
whahaha..i love those pic too
jus was like thinking back the look
on her face when i filp throught those
pages infort of her..whahaha..i miss that
face..i jus miss that nite...so wanting to
time travel back..whahaha

(yes u did live a impact in my life)

@9/18/2007 03:25:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Sunday, September 16, 2007

u nv learn still do stuff that u know

u will piss me of n yet u still wan me to

be there for u at all time...i am a human

i do have feeling to..my temper is no

more as good as last time..piss me off

n 10mins later i can still smile...it seem

that i have chg to be a person that i also
don't like bt at least with this temper
i can pervant frm getting hurt by u...

i sudden left that there is a bomb in

my self that i can't get rid...so much

anger n unhappness all stuck in my iner self..

i leave hm without thinking where the

hell i was goin to do..i only knew that i wan

to do my wrk bt then don't feel like doin at

hm...next monent i realise i am aready

out of my hm...i think i was kind of mad

or crazy or trying to find way of get rid

then anger in my i walk frm my hm to

ite simei...alot of thou run thou my mind

really wish that i can go to a doc n ask

him to give me a brain wash if there was

such thing then i won't have to worry

think n get rid of my anger ready...i am

jus tired...too weak to carry on doin what

ever i am doin..n i really doubt that i can

really grad frm my sch...i nv have such

feelin in my life now..suddenly felt that

i have jus screw up my futrue...

total darkness not a singal souce of

light...

@9/16/2007 01:06:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Friday, September 14, 2007

Madness this stuff is driving every1 to
madness omg we really live up to our
team name madness bt in a bad way..
lets meet up on 29th sep sat can where
i don't know april u chose ok i pick the date le
if any1 can't make it then we repick a date again
okok...erm to madness frm now to the day we
meet up can we like not blog abt madness all
the stuff save it for that day when we meet up
pls i wan every1 to voice out something whoever
on that day say don't know,no conmant ect will
pay of the meal for the rest on that day okok..
n if u all didn't realise our blog have been the
[me2madness]this person bed time story le
hmm..okok..i guess that is all i have to say..

feel then ****up had to redo my wrk again
my file can't open at all...my life suddenly
feel so crap up...try to stay a cheerfull
as i can to face all this stuff..in the sudden
i feel that i need some1 this some1 to be here
with me...bt then felt that some1 is not there
no where to be found...*blank* what do i really
wan i don't know....jus felt a sudden emptiness
in me...to much sad back to litte happy stuff
to keep me moving on...feeling a evil fouce
pulling me back stoping me frm moving on

alone doin the crap stuff

@9/14/2007 11:01:00 PM // 0 souls being eaten

Thursday, September 13, 2007

ARH!!!!!i can't do my flash or any of my hmwrk..
the cd don't wan to install in any of my laptop la..
ptgf jasmine stay over at my hm today...helping her
in her flash..whahha..omg her flash ia ...hmmm..nvm
thank god that she not taking flash as her m8 if not
i doubt she can make it lar..whahha..dam i sound
so bad...OMG her friend dam irriting lar...she really
tell her friend that she doin wrk then the friend still talk
to her in msg the so irriting lar the msn keep blinking...
what a friend la do wrk also come n disturb la..then the wost
thing is nv reply that friend in msn then the friend msg
jasmine to disturb her la...omg..come on la when ppl doin
wrk let the person do la...go disturb for what...thank god she
nv do that to me if not i am like so goin to give her hell
la...whahaha..dam feel so evil bt who care the friend is
so bad lo disturb....bt my nice ptgf don't wan to tell that
person off la...dumb dumb ptgf....

stuff that i am learning to do
1 praise my ptgfs offen
2 stand strong no matter what happen be it r/s friend or wrk
3 save money
4 slp early
5 not to be nice to ppl that are not nice
6 to do my wrk
7 more to come

@9/13/2007 04:44:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Monday, September 10, 2007

i had fun on sat..whahaha got to meet up ppl that i haven see
for like super long D class ppl whahahaha...miss doin m8
whahah..too bad not all chicken feet ppl came...bt then
nvm will try to plan n meet up again lo...we ate steamboat
then after that me n sawn went crazy over ice cream..whahaha
both of us ate like 5 ice cream..whahah..gald that both of us
was fine didn't end up in the toilet...whahhaahha..then after that
me huiping swan furby n edwin went to ptgf jasmine hm to chil n drink
all thank to sawn say to drink vodka Rasberry it was like.............nvm
so we mix we pepis lar..whahaha..then some1 was like acting dam strong
then drink with out mixing..then so the rest of us plan something...whahah
n guess what she was drunk quite bad...omg next time if she drunk i don't
wan to be there man i almost die...whahahahha...Vomited ever where lar..
eeeee...whahahah...then didn't slp much due to some reason lo..whahaha..
sunday wanted to meet ptgf jasmine to go cut hair bt then at the end didn't
whahah was at hm the whole day..

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today went for nite lesson then alicia make dessert(don't know how to spell)
whahaha..nice to eat then after that she sent me to mrt station then
i bumb in miss fardah so long nv see her le then i saw my this
pri sch friend bt then didn't say hi cos she was slpin n i doubt
she will still rmb me...then later coach call whahah...cos she misses me...
hahahah...then now watching tv online n talkin on the phone...zzzi think
later goin to do some wrk then i slp..whahhaa...

a fear that no wan can get rid

@9/10/2007 11:52:00 PM // 0 souls being eaten

Friday, September 07, 2007

i saw the story of the 7 gal le..kind of funny lar

the way it was told thou some1 blog..whahaha..

what ever she say was ture thought bt again is

only 1 side of story...

april i know that u are concern

abt what ever happen to madness le...we are trying

to let what ever missundering we had for one another

ease of as time pass..is not that we don't wan to vioce out

jus that maybe there was not a time we cos do that..

n + i think if we ever get a chance to do so i doubt no wan

or not every1 will really say out what they really feel...cos

stuff have become frm bad to wost...be freak i have no

ideal how are u all doin in sch lar...cos my n furby are like

no more there so we only know what the rest 5 gal are

doin or happen thro some of u all only...

to april,sawn,yunru,huiping,jasmine n furby

no matter what happen madness will NV be the same

again...there is 3 possibility what it is goin to happen

1st

we will nv goin to be madness again all go to the

way that they belive the wan that click will jus stay as it is

2nd

we will be back together again close bt then won't

be as close as ever le

the last wan....

out of 100%i will rank is 10%

which is closer then we was before

i say this is 10% dose not means that it will not happen

i am trying to say that it will happen bt then it have to be

all of us welling to do it not jus by saying bt also thro action

i didn't do my 7deadly sin the photo today....

I miss.....

@9/07/2007 02:54:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Thursday, September 06, 2007

thanks for peing me the whole day

thanks for peing me to dinner n to sch

7 deadly sins

draft 1

draft 2

@9/06/2007 01:01:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

ytd ptgf jasmine n huiping came n fetch
me frm sch..whahaha...thanks alot...
then ah mao bake cookies then pass it
to jasmine to pass to me cos i couldn't
wake up in time to go ite n get it frm her..
whahah..thanks you huiping for the ear phone..
whahhaa..i think it is green colour wan...love it
thanks alot..went to watch movie with my class
mate jess n alicia..Ratatooe...i don't know how to
spell..whahha
sain..got sch later...
so much thing have chg...not ppl bt the enverment
around me..i jus miss my ite life...the life that is so
free n easy no worry at all...hmm...not really no worry
is jus super less worry i think..whahhaa...thats the past...
hmmm...i kind of scread to look forward to the
future..erm..i don't know how come i got sure a feeling
i find it wreid to..maybe i am jus no more the happy
go luck person le...i am like more the u don't come n
mess with me that type of person le..too many thing
happen n all that jus make me chg the perv(don't know how
to spell) of life ba...too many bad thing too litte good thing...
hmmm...i don't know or many be i jus worry or thing
to much whahahaha.....

I lie awake,
and stare at the stars,
the little glow-in-the-dark stickers,
I've pasted to my walls.

So many things,
mixed together in my head,
what's real, what's not,
I really can't tell any more.

What you think is ,
is what I think isn't.
What you think isnt,
is what I think is.

Do I make sense to you,
that really isn't the question,
Do I make sense to me,
is that what I'm asking?

I see better in the dark,
I see everything much clearer,
and when the light goes on,
I'm just as blind as you.

Nothing seems right,
never again will it be,
to hell this world is going,
but it's not getting there before me.