Monday, June 30, 2008

at last i am done with my present for my wrk...oh man
at last what a relist..erm bt then sad to say i still god one
more project in hand my 3d..it is due in 2 weeks time..
i don't know how am i supposs to finish it bt then i
have to do it no choice..hmmm..thanks to both of u
that keep makin my do my wrk if not i doubt i can
finish all this in time...thanks you...hmm...this few week
have been the wost week i ever have ba..so many thing
happen then i have to put all that 1 side n do my wrk...
dam that is like dam hard la..

jus give me a good reason for not being angry with her
n forgive what she have done to me man...

@6/30/2008 12:02:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Saturday, June 28, 2008

i really wan to forget u fast...i jus can't pass everyday with
out thinkin abt u..n this feel like crap..cos for u now u only
have that guy in ur heart now n no wan else..how i wish i can
be jus like u like another person jus after the break up...dam it..
i still rmb what u said on the phone that nite..it really did hurt very
badly...u know u don't cos i have or shd i say no 1 said such stuff
to u before...n the things that u are doin now jus make more n
more ppl disppointed with u..like is crap man..if only u were in my
shose now n u can see alot of stuff that u didn't know...as what a
provbe say paper can nv cover fire..i got to alot of stuff that
u are hiding dirty dark sceart...how i wish i didn't know...

@6/28/2008 01:38:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Thursday, June 26, 2008

i know i shd be doin my wrk n not be bloggin..
bt then i jus have the urge to do so cos i still get
ppl askin me if i am still with her so i am goin to
tell u all here i am not with her le..n i am sad...bt
then she don't give a dam also so nvm...1 thing
i don't understand y are ppl so happy that we
are not togther le...hmmm...is like when i tell
ppl that i am not with her le so i expect ppl to say
things like are u ok don't sad le bt then i got afew
classic ans like FINALLY AFTER SO LONG,THATS
GOOD FOR U U SHD BE HAPPY,HAHAHA GOOD
THAT_________,still got 1 more even better
i say i shilian le then she smile n say ISSIT then i reply
so u are not goin to console me then she reply
bt then u are smiling when u tellin to me then i
thou u bluff me wan...ARH!!!!!hahahaha....
will i bluff ppl this type of thing anot..omg..haiyo
ppl ask me to go for netball chalet la..then
my reply was erm..u sure u wan me to go ma
cos i will end punching she or the other person
or both la...do thing behide me n still let me find out..
hmmm..neh i think i won't do that la if not i will
be jus as low as them...i will trying to frind a reason
to not be angry with the both of them after all
this...hai..nvm..oh by the way who even read my this
post can tell me y u all so happy abt this..I AM SAD

@6/26/2008 01:16:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

don't do this for me do this for urself
don't like the person don't be close to
the person n lead the person on..don't
do thing to let ppl don't like u le..there alot
of ppl dislike u le..i really don't wan u
to end up this way..if only i can get ur oldself
back man..hai..stop disppointing ppl le..
bad enoght u did it to me so many
time le..don't forget u say u will nv like
gal anymore..so this is the last thing i
will trust u le..don't do anything stupid le
n for the other person..u knwo u are not
surppost to like then don't like..go back
to ur ex ba..sicne he say u are his best
gf ..i know how bad is the rest le..hai..
gd luck to u ba

@6/24/2008 05:17:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Saturday, June 21, 2008

oh man dam it la..all a long i thou
my due date for my project is on 21 june
bt then thank god i went to sch today
then i found out is next week..dam it la
so carp..whahaha..was on the phone with
april n my 3 ptgfsss fubry yunru n jas..
hahaha..we talk like for 1hr+ 2 ba..
then as usaul april slept befoer all of us
la..o man i don't rmb when is the last time
we 4 talk on the phone at nite le..i enjoy
then covtion we had man..hahah..nth to keep
frm each other..whahah..oh man this feel dam
good..whahah..is goin to be another busy week for
me again..cos need to do more touch up wrk ba
hahaha..n i need to meet 1 of my teacher on tue
to let him see our wrk...so scraed..whahaha..

thanks for the shirt

@6/21/2008 03:04:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Thursday, June 19, 2008

i at last i can upload the photo..happy
happy...hehe



whahah..i found some1 at rgs have the same
hp as me cool funny la..


the 2 mc praticing their script..i doubt they
know i took this photo of them..they look
so funny..sharon n ah bu..that is what
every1 call her...hahah..her name
is nuramira..


whahah..sharon is the wan that have the same
hp with me. super funny la..


performent time..


me n hannah..whahah..chairperson of
angklung band...she got a fan club made
by a lower sec gal..so funny la..got such
thing happening in rgs also..hahah..bt then
no doubt that she is super smart la..


whahahahaha...me n deborah vice chairperson..
another smart gal..nv come she for half a year
last year due to some medcial reason..she still
did quite well in the exam la..


me n ms faridah

2 ex chair n vice chairperson of angklung band

oh man i miss all...this week pass so dam fast..
my due date is like 1 day time...ARH!!!!!!
hahha...so many day nv see u le...i miss u alot
or izzit half the mind missing u..oopss..whahaha

@6/19/2008 11:58:00 PM // 0 souls being eaten

i did enjoy myself at rgs..hahaha..
wanted to like post photo bt then
don't know y the photo can't be
posted..nvm..i will try it again..tml
took some photo with 2 of the leader
so sad did get to take with the other
2 leader...they look really pretty..that
day..diff frm how they nomarly look..hehhe

@6/19/2008 01:10:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

wake up early to go rgs the wrk shop...zzzz
whahah...i cab down n it cos me a bomb..omg
i think i will have to eat gress for the next
few day le..hahah..hmm...the wrk shop was ok..
i did make new younger friend...hahah..i think i
was like the oldest there la..the rest of the student
are like sec n jc student..dam for once i feel old bt the
i think i don't u like 20 cos some thou that i was like
17 18..omg..hahahi am 20 aready..whaha..saw the rgs leader
hahaha...the head was very bubblely so diff frm the vic head
la..bt then the vic haed left a very cool impression...she
seem so cool n cold la...she is like the an ice berge..hahah
then there is another leader bt then don't know what is her
post bt then i think she have sharp tough bt in a good way..
too bad didn't a chance to take photo of them so ya..will try
to get their photo tml ma..the vice head really dam cool lo
i did spoke to her la..i think she don't look that bad
if she smile more..hahah...oops..thanks god none of them
knew abt my blog..hahahah...save..heheh..will be goin
rgs again tml..then will be there for like 1 whole day la
they will have their rgs performent tml nite at 7..
hehehe...van weike n reine will be goin to watch with me too..
hehehe..yeah..happy happy..ex rgs gal will be goin back
tml too...looking forward to see them...i met with ptgf for dinner
jus now..heheh..thanks alot for peing me again..heheh..
i really hope i can get over that soon..maybe i can use the
ice beger to get her out of my mind..whahaha..jkjk..


Just Go
by Jesse McCartney

I trusted you
Yeah that would be my first mistake
Yeah I...I've been lied to
Your eyes are ice cold blue
A mirror of the heart inside of you

You can't walk back in my life
You had your chance to be by my side
I don't have to hear you cry to know

Chorus:
Just go
I gave you my word and I promised to love you
Go, it's over
You had your chance
Just go
There's nothing inside me that still feels connected to you
To me you're already gone

I got a new love now
She's my new love now
And she loves me so
Takes me where you never took me
Although you tried too
Her eyes they read so true
So different from the way it was with you

I don't need you in my life
Forgot what it's like to be satisfied
I don't wanna hear you cry 'cause I know

Chorus

Takin' a look at these photographs
Fightin' my tears I try to relax
'Cause you came and you left and it all went by so fast

Chorus 2x

I got a new love now
I trusted you
And that would be my first mistake

@6/17/2008 01:16:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Thursday, June 12, 2008

if u really did love me u won't do so much
stuff to hurt me so much...after so long begin
with u jus make me realis that i have been living
for u not my self...u say u will be there for me
bt then where will u when i need u...no where near
u all busy goin out with ur new friend..haha..how
nice man..make me go thro hell for the 1 whole week
thank..i learn my lesson..nv trust the perosn that say
they will alway be there for u no matter what happen
cos life is not fair n so dont belive in such thing ba
only i am dumb enoght to be there for her when i need her
i don't even know where the hell she is hiding man..
called u u don't wan to pick up..don't wan to meet then
u came up with some dumb eg. y m i so bilnd...y can't
i see that earlier..y do i alway have to be there for her
y man...hai..anyway this week also make me stronger..
at least i know i still have ppl around me that still care
n won't keep giving me don't know ans..hai..don't wan to
drag le..i don't wan to let the thing rot there jus tell
me stir8 la..so that both of us can move on...

ptgf thank you...

@6/12/2008 03:20:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Monday, June 09, 2008

sat 7th
A day that i will rmb forever as i live..
what a way to end a shity week..
go to this link to read abt it..

jolene's blog http://seekercorner.blogspot.com/

@6/09/2008 04:09:00 PM // 0 souls being eaten

Saturday, June 07, 2008

FEEL SO STUPID FELT LIKE A FOOL

@6/07/2008 02:32:00 PM // 0 souls being eaten

Friday, June 06, 2008

ur life is crap i know..bt so what who life don't suck at time..
i went thou it don't know how many time le..hai..
hai to the both of u jus let me get thro this month in one
pse can..i need to grad don't quarrl with me or each other le
all is my fault if u all wan to quarrl can after my grad can...
i need the fouce on my wrk any of u all do stupid thing i cant
do my wrk..u all know that very well so pls...let my do my wrk
n stop all this le can...kill me after my grad ok..i can't defer
my grad le...pls..don't give me don't know or no promise..
i don't wan to die in ur hand before i gard..every thing after
i grad..pls..

i own u again..thanks alot for the help..

@6/06/2008 02:37:00 PM // 0 souls being eaten

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

@6/04/2008 12:52:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

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