have been like drinking super offen for like then pass few week...i think body will be k o ing soon la...everyweek also got 21st to go to then will drink n the rate i am drink i think i will like have take in 10 botter in this month la....
jus came back frm bbq for felica welcome back party n maryiln counted down party.. hahahahn yes got drinkin again...i thou wont have drink today wan la...
bt then myna brought 2 botter of alcoholic n the bday gal brought 1 botter of like red wine la...hmmm n we finish all of it la..there was like less then 10 of us there la....i think the person drink the most is myna la...
thank god she nv get drunk la jus high only i think...whahaha..i think i will have hard time wakin up tml mroning for lesson cos the time now is like 2.22am...haha
PTGF GET WELL SOON!!!!!
When I close my eyes I dream of you. Can't sleep at night 'cause I wanna be with you. When I go to sleep at night I ask God to make my days bright. I know he will do it - I know it is true. Because he knows I only want to be with you.
I hear your voice inside my head. I can imagine us together again. I know it will happen - I know it is true; Because I asked God if I can be with you. I see you and I together again; Holding hands and feeling the pain. What a beautiful feeling - I wish it were true. But I am only dreaming - dreaming of you. I MISS YOU
I am just too waek I am just to easily be shaken I am just still a kid that is still learning to grow up
I’m drowning in all my tears, I’m facing up to all of my fears. No more sorrow, I start tomorrow.
Right when I see the sun, Coming up I better run. Hiding all the torment, Remembering every moment. Holding all the poison,
Running through my veins. I look at the floor behind me And see the bloody stains. I’m leaving back that weak creature.
sorry that stuff that u have been running alway frm hit u so hard into ur face that nite.I wish i could have done something that will make it less painfull...i am so sorry
U use to be the person that i love the most U use to be the person that i treasure the most U use to be the person that is most important to me U use to be the person that i share joy with U use to be the person that i will go all out for jus to make sure that u are save frm any troble BUT U were the person who also tore me apart.
sorry that u are no longer the person that.. U had ur chance bt then u jus let it go.. the past that i had with u are kept aside.
Madness sorry that all thing had to end thing way.. JUS WAN TO LET U ALL KNOW THAT NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN I WILL STILL BE THERE AS A FRIEND.
21 at last... hmmmm jus 1 year older le everything like still the same like that nv wake up on my bday n found all my wrk done hahaha...
11july what a day that i will sure wont forget....too much drama goin on.. i was really enjoying myself even thou i am like super tired n my friend make me drink when i nv eat anything
i really thank all my friend that could have trun up la..love u guys..hahah...dont really know how shd i blog this post la.. everything was like goin fine untill at like 2 3+ .
dont know what n who started that big whoha la...is was like super big n bad to the point that i couldnt handle it on my own...maybe i was jus not ready to be a 21 year old yet..breaking down on my 21stbday morning HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH what an unfrogetable 21st day i had man....
i msg ah bu for help then she called me back n help me...aorry to wake u up frm ur slp n cry on the phone like a crybaby so crap n dumb..thanks for helpin me out that nite...i tried to settle it bt then i cant so had to seek help frm u thank you
gal was there to pei me too i am so sorry that u have to see all this happen...i think is a a live drama show that u nv thou that u will get to see rite..thanks for staying with me...
ARH!!!!!!2 more days to my chalet!!!! SO FAST LA!!!!!! One by one is coming to ask me what i was for my bday..hmmm...izzit that hard to get something for me..hahaha...
I think i have almost everything i am happy with what ever i have,life is too good now so dont really need any extra stuff i think
Maybe cos i :)thats y everything seem so nice n good to the point that i dont need thing to make me happy...
I also super good friends like madness n baofamily that is alway askin me will i be able to grad this year... whahaha...they jus so loving friends....hahah cant belive i am saying such thing...whahahah
this year got 1 more super duper anwsome friend SQUID!!!!hahahah she nv fail to tell me how anwsome she is...i use to think that ptgf was like bad i think squid out beat her in the bhb that part...whahaha...ooops..
MY BELOVED COUSIN ETHEL IS BACK!!!!!! bt then i will only get to see her on sat...got alot of catchin up to do with her
BRITHDAY WISH LIST wake up on my bday morning n SHOUT "ALRITE I FINISH ALL MY SCH WRK!!!!" Spend more time with :)
I miss your love for me most of all. For your love was true and innocent. It was pure and real.
hmmm..i thou i was like late for class instead i reach sch like 30min early la then teacher tell me the class start at wrong time la...
after lesson had lunch then went to raffles hosp the coffee bean to do my sch wrk... was there with gal , squid n jancie.. i redo my DI project hai...my wrk is like far frm finishing again...
i pop by at mac to find huiping she was studyin with her friend at mac...after that me squid n jancie when to the next door cafe to have our dinner...
got a free ride hm frm jancie friend jonh... happy happy ...then reach hm went for a run... zzzzzzzzz.....i am like super tired la...wrk up like so dam early okokok i wan to go slp sooon :)
I miss your soft kisses, your darling voice, your enchanting brown eyes.
Tons of guilt jus fell on to me bt ah bu manage to erased them all now i owe her another starbucks drink (dam it)whahahah....ps thanks anyway..
(beware tons of singlish coming up ) i already see open is u ownself haven when u go out with them i lanlan now i go out with her u come niao me WHAT SIA!!!!!!WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.... (credit goes to ah bu once again)
(serious now) u claimed that u nv left bt ppl around us knew it wasn't that way it took me so long to get back on track it took jus a mere 10mins for u to derail me again.
U have done it again Pouring theoretical guilt on to me jus to make urself feel better
u made that promise to urself so dont blame others jus becos that promise is not goin the way u wan it to be.
if blaming me will jus make u feel so much better then go ahead 因为 i m 打不死的SuperPig...
I miss your smiles. Your smiles are flawless and are the cure to any problem.
was out early to do wrk with my sch mate.. i had to reedit my video due to the fact that i dumbly did the format in NTSC instead of PAL omg doin video for like more then 2 year how can i forget such a simple stuff a mistake that no wan shd had make it if u have been doin video for so long.....
bt then is ok la thank got i didnt finish my whole video then realise my mistake la...if not i really would have killer my self n get killed my my teacher la...
didnt have afternoon class i called sch n cancel my afternoon class cos i got nth to show my teacher as i did my video in wrong format...talkin abt that i am like dam piss angry i dont know la..all i know talkin to my sch admin person can die la...
feel as if i am talkin to some animal la..she totally dont know what i am talkin abt la....ask her to tell my teacher that i wont be comin to class today n tell her i will meet her tml for make up class then she dont know talk what crap la....waste my time n phone bill then victor was like "now u know y i dont wan to talk to her"omg sch must so chg the admin la...
if this carry on i think i will like faint n die la... anyway i was like almost 1hr late for my nite class cos there was some prob with the train..for the 1st time i waited for train for like 30min la..dont know wat happen maybe they found a bomb in the train or some1 jump into again the track n cos the all delay of the train...whahahah
I miss your hugs. Those hugs of yours always brightened up my day.
