Jus got back frm my friend bbq + late min movie at ehub...ended my last project with sketch id on fri goin to miss that job..had no choice bt to leave that job that i like bt then got no link to my dip, to get into another job that have also no link to my dip bt then pay me good money..there for my hair is like BLACK!!! omg when was the last time DELVINA TAN YU XIAO HAIR WAS BLACK LA hahaha
i guess my black hair jus made me mad
enoght to play with that stuff..hahah..
dont worry it could take my weight
n it didnt spoil..
i hope that my hair colour can like drop
then i no longer have black hair la...
i watch 2 movie today both was nice so i didnt
fall aslp even thou i am tired..haha
jus begining random i think i shd like
start learning to read a book n finish it sooon...
i think...hahaha
i went prawning like early this week hahaha...fun
ofcos 2hr 22 prawnsss of cos i didnt catch all that
alone i help frm my friend n the boss of the farm
he is like dam pro la..the rate of prawn he catch
to mine is like 4 : 1 ..talkin abt prawn i think i shd
like go running soon i can see that my face is like
Good intention but the matter use is wrong wont make anything better,it will jus become worst.Dont brain wash ppl's brain to let them think like u they have their own brain too. dont input wrong stuff to ppl brain. Do think again if what ever u done did make this better or worst dont jus think for urself.What ever u did is jus trying to pover that u are so good n u nv make mistake before.On a last note no want was harm bt u still make thing worst.I dont see my other friend be like you so i think i shd be glad abt that
MADNESS is really the correct name that is given to the grp.The prob will really drive me madness la..
Dont one by one come questioning me ready if u all wan to do that jus do it all at one go i dont wan to keep getting same question frm diff ppl.I am wrking i no longer like most of u guy that are still studying.
I chosse not to tell u thing n u must go find out, my fault Stuff that u told hp there for she didnt wan me to go,my fault. U think that i disappear,my fault. I nv plan for ur bday becos some1 want to plan for u, my fault. When the person plan then i cant go, my fault. I msg u happy bday n nv say sorry for attenting, my fault. U get upsad abt me not goin for ur bday, my fault. U tell everyone that u are disapponited with me bt nv tell me, is my fault again. Furby my friend u win u wan to get upset over this type of stuff and say disapponited with me. Maybe with out me in the grp there will be lesser quarrl cos it like a routine that madness have to go thro this so offen. Furby u win hand down I raise white flag.
If any of u all need any help i will do anything to help u bt if u all wan to quarrl leave me out Thanks n Sorry to Madness.
Dam it man i think all is this my kama for laughting at my friend so old ready still got friendship prob.
I think i need to replan my live le I once told my ex that i will wan to live untill 40 only cos i think i have been thro alot n i wan to enjoy life n stop wrk at 30 then play untill 40 then die.bt after all this i think i shd play at the age of 25 to 35. new age for death.
Monster life is too colorfull so stop painting PINK
win or lose i have to be happy... if bt then i nv win or lose i jus feel disppointed with stuff to the ponit that i think is goin to be hard to be happy.
even if i am happy is more or less a mask that i am wearin so that ppl wont get worry n wont feel so unhappy abt it.
Have u had sure feelin that actully u are finding what u wan n u are so close to getting it n bomb is gone.. it jus happen no waring at all n its all gone n u longer it is the rite thing that u are look it. if only i was feelinless.
It's goin to happen again not once not twice bt al...way oh well monster cant do anything abt it cos there is nth to be done so monster will jus have to preten nth happen..is kind of crappy to start a nice sat this way it goin to spoil monster's whole day mood....
ROAR!!!!!!!! Monster kid is still waiting for the result is like taking abit too long.So crap drop them a email ready bt then no reply frm them...wonder if they are having their break now so nv reply.
Will be starting a new job next tue so it mean that i have like few more days to rest only.Is like a trail job for me.So the pay is like super little like a pay for attcment student sad bt then is ok cos is a job that i dont mind trying.
hmmm...really wonnder if a blog is blog for me to see or for ppl to see wan.. is like dumb if blog for ppl to see bt then cant blog anot of stuff... then if blog stuff that dont wan ppl to see then lock blog..like abit dumb hor...hmmmm..is that counted as attention seeking?
no more naggy u to remind u to keep drinkin water,bt i will try to stay healthy. u shd really put a tag board in ur blog so that i can reply u there instend here...hahha
S O R R Y dose not mean anything bt a sincerely apologise means everything
i done reading.I did wish that i could have read that long time a go rather then now. time really pass ready dam fast in did it was a super fast run.if only we could have started of with walkin. i think that u are right is maybe untill now i am not sure what i really want.. i am neither here nor there i am still very unsure of alot of thing. i jus need time alone to find out what i really want.. maybe goin on a super long hoilday might help.
my life seem so fast forward. thing seem to be happening non stop. a break is all i need.
omg i so wan to scream at u. stop pretending to be nice and anyhow say stuff that make ppl sad n be a mood spoilter. get a life if u dont have one then go get 1 dont mess up others.dont u jus get it y ppl dont wan to tell u stuff cos u jus cant keep it to urself u will tell the whole world at the same time add even more stuff into it...wow..thanks alot ya..
so sorry that u have to go thro so much rubbish..jus beware of it next time..talkin thing out is 1 good way to solve this stuff.. =)
i wont say stuff to piss you off if i did i am sorry i nv do it intentionly. U at the other hand dont need to be so rude to say stuff jus to piss me off jus for ur info is dam boodly hurting... do think how ppl will feel if u dont then trying thinkin how u will feel if u say such thing to u...it affected me alot
