Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Stay hm the whole day,didnt have
the mood to go out..haha...so
unlike me rite..i thou so too..

jus have the sudden thou of goin
kite flying...i guess the last time
i did that was like in pri sch...
dont think i rmb how to fly kite ready
hahah

@7/28/2009 07:27:00 PM // 0 souls being eaten

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Definite of my past,
unsure of my future,
for now i have u,
and it's enough to last

@7/23/2009 12:58:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

have been like drinking super offen for like
then pass few week...i think body will be
k o ing soon la...everyweek also got 21st
to go to then will drink n the rate i am
drink i think i will like have take in
10 botter in this month la....

jus came back frm bbq for felica welcome
back party n maryiln counted down party..
hahahahn yes got drinkin again...i thou
wont have drink today wan la...

bt then myna brought 2 botter of alcoholic
n the bday gal brought 1 botter of like
red wine la...hmmm n we finish all of it
la..there was like less then 10 of us
there la....i think the person drink
the most is myna la...

thank god she nv get drunk la jus high
only i think...whahaha..i think i will have
hard time wakin up tml mroning for lesson
cos the time now is like 2.22am...haha

PTGF GET WELL SOON!!!!!



When I close my eyes I dream of you.
Can't sleep at night 'cause I wanna be with you.
When I go to sleep at night
I ask God to make my days bright.
I know he will do it - I know it is true.
Because he knows I only want to be with you.

I hear your voice inside my head.
I can imagine us together again.
I know it will happen - I know it is true;
Because I asked God if I can be with you.
I see you and I together again;
Holding hands and feeling the pain.
What a beautiful feeling - I wish it were true.
But I am only dreaming - dreaming of you.
I MISS YOU

@7/21/2009 02:12:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

one month down...*smile*
這一刻　最重要的事
是屬於你　最小的事

@7/15/2009 10:40:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Monday, July 13, 2009

I am just too waek
I am just to easily be shaken
I am just still a kid that is
still learning to grow up

I’m drowning in all my tears,
I’m facing up to all of my fears.
No more sorrow,
I start tomorrow.

Right when I see the sun,
Coming up I better run.
Hiding all the torment,
Remembering every moment.
Holding all the poison,

Running through my veins.
I look at the floor behind me
And see the bloody stains.
I’m leaving back that weak creature.

sorry that stuff that u have been
running alway frm hit u so hard into
ur face that nite.I wish i could have
done something that will make it less
painfull...i am so sorry


U use to be the person that i love the most
U use to be the person that i treasure the most
U use to be the person that is most important to me
U use to be the person that i share joy with
U use to be the person that i will go all out for
jus to make sure that u are save frm any troble
BUT
U were the person who also tore me apart.

sorry that u are no longer the person that..
U had ur chance bt then u jus let it go..
the past that i had with u are kept aside.

Madness sorry that all thing had to end thing way..
JUS WAN TO LET U ALL KNOW THAT NO MATTER
WHAT HAPPEN I WILL STILL BE THERE AS A FRIEND.

@7/13/2009 12:18:00 PM // 0 souls being eaten

21 at last...
hmmmm jus 1 year older le everything
like still the same like that nv wake
up on my bday n found all my wrk done
hahaha...

11july what a day that i will sure
wont forget....too much drama goin on..
i was really enjoying myself even thou
i am like super tired n my friend make
me drink when i nv eat anything

i really thank all my friend that could have
trun up la..love u guys..hahah...dont really
know how shd i blog this post la..
everything was like goin fine untill
at like 2 3+ .

dont know what n who started that big
whoha la...is was like super big n bad
to the point that i couldnt handle it
on my own...maybe i was jus not ready to
be a 21 year old yet..breaking down on my
21stbday morning HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH what an
unfrogetable 21st day i had man....

i msg ah bu for help then she called me
back n help me...aorry to wake u up
frm ur slp n cry on the phone like a crybaby
so crap n dumb..thanks for helpin me out that
nite...i tried to settle it bt then i cant
so had to seek help frm u thank you

gal was there to pei me too i am so sorry that
u have to see all this happen...i think is a
a live drama show that u nv thou that u will
get to see rite..thanks for staying with me...

@7/13/2009 12:51:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

ARH!!!!!!2 more days to my chalet!!!!
SO FAST LA!!!!!!
One by one is coming to ask me what i was
for my bday..hmmm...izzit that hard to get
something for me..hahaha...

I think i have almost everything i am happy
with what ever i have,life is too good now
so dont really need any extra stuff i think

Maybe cos i :)thats y everything seem so
nice n good to the point that i dont need
thing to make me happy...

I also super good friends like
madness n baofamily that is alway
askin me will i be able to grad this year...
whahaha...they jus so loving friends....hahah
cant belive i am saying such thing...whahahah

this year got 1 more super duper anwsome friend
SQUID!!!!hahahah she nv fail to tell me how anwsome
she is...i use to think that ptgf was like
bad i think squid out beat her in the bhb that
part...whahaha...ooops..

MY BELOVED COUSIN ETHEL IS BACK!!!!!!
bt then i will only get to see her on
sat...got alot of catchin up to do with her


BRITHDAY WISH LIST
wake up on my bday morning n SHOUT
"ALRITE I FINISH ALL MY SCH WRK!!!!"
Spend more time with :)




I miss your love for me most of all.
For your love was true and innocent.
It was pure and real.

I LOVE THE WATCH!!!!!THANKS!!!!!

@7/08/2009 11:54:00 PM // 0 souls being eaten

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

hmmm..i thou i was like late for class
instead i reach sch like 30min early la
then teacher tell me the class start
at wrong time la...

after lesson had lunch then went to raffles
hosp the coffee bean to do my sch wrk...
was there with gal , squid n jancie..
i redo my DI project hai...my wrk is like
far frm finishing again...

i pop by at mac to find huiping she was
studyin with her friend at mac...after that
me squid n jancie when to the next door cafe
to have our dinner...

got a free ride hm frm jancie friend jonh...
happy happy ...then reach hm went for a run...
zzzzzzzzz.....i am like super tired la...wrk up
like so dam early okokok i wan to go slp sooon :)



I miss your soft kisses,
your darling voice,
your enchanting brown eyes.

@7/07/2009 11:57:00 PM // 0 souls being eaten

Sunday, July 05, 2009

Tons of guilt jus fell on to me
bt ah bu manage to erased them all
now i owe her another starbucks drink
(dam it)whahahah....ps thanks anyway..

(beware tons of singlish coming up )
i already see open is u ownself haven
when u go out with them i lanlan
now i go out with her u come niao me
WHAT SIA!!!!!!WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH....
(credit goes to ah bu once again)

(serious now)
u claimed that u nv left bt ppl around us
knew it wasn't that way
it took me so long to get back on track
it took jus a mere 10mins for u to derail me again.

U have done it again
Pouring theoretical guilt on to me
jus to make urself feel better

u made that promise to urself
so dont blame others jus becos
that promise is not goin the way
u wan it to be.

if blaming me will jus make u feel
so much better then go ahead
因为 i m 打不死的SuperPig...



I miss your smiles.
Your smiles are flawless
and are the cure to any problem.

@7/05/2009 02:09:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Thursday, July 02, 2009

woke up super early cos got morning lesson
today la..i dont know when was the last time
i had lesson so dam early le...hahah..

me n furby got n a new cap..happy happy..
brain dead not enoght slp i think...i think
i wan to go slp le...NITE...

I miss your laugh.
The tone of your laughter
is enough to lift my sorrows.

@7/02/2009 01:26:00 AM // 0 souls being eaten

Wednesday, July 01, 2009

was out early to do wrk with my sch mate..
i had to reedit my video due to the fact that
i dumbly did the format in NTSC instead of PAL
omg doin video for like more then 2 year how can
i forget such a simple stuff a mistake that no wan
shd had make it if u have been doin video for so
long.....

bt then is ok la thank got i didnt finish my whole
video then realise my mistake la...if not i really would
have killer my self n get killed my my teacher la...

didnt have afternoon class i called sch n cancel
my afternoon class cos i got nth to show my teacher
as i did my video in wrong format...talkin abt that
i am like dam piss angry i dont know la..all i know
talkin to my sch admin person can die la...

feel as if i am talkin to some animal la..she totally
dont know what i am talkin abt la....ask her to tell
my teacher that i wont be comin to class today n tell
her i will meet her tml for make up class then she
dont know talk what crap la....waste my time n phone
bill then victor was like "now u know y i dont wan
to talk to her"omg sch must so chg the admin la...

if this carry on i think i will like faint n die la...
anyway i was like almost 1hr late for my nite class
cos there was some prob with the train..for the 1st
time i waited for train for like 30min la..dont
know wat happen maybe they found a bomb in the
train or some1 jump into again the track n cos
the all delay of the train...whahahah



I miss your hugs.
Those hugs of yours
always brightened up my day.

@7/01/2009 11:45:00 PM // 0 souls being eaten

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