Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Disappointment.
That's the word I've been searching for.
The word that describes my every will.
My every thought.
My every feeling.
That's the perfect word.

Disappointment.
That's the meaning that describes my memory.
Every memory.
The memory of fun.
The memory of games.
The memory of more...the memory of worse.

Disappointment.
Each and every way I look at it.
Each and every way I remember it.
Each and every way I think about it.
It all ends the same.
Any and every way I see it, it all comes to one certain point in that time..

Disappointment...
One time or another along that road of what happened...
It all comes to one thing...

Disappointment...
I'm disappointed no matter how I try to figure it out...
No matter what...

Whether I figure it was a good thing or a bad thing...
I'm disappointed.
Whether I look at it as beneficial or troubling...
I'm disappointed.
Whether I remember hating it...or loving it...
I'm disappointed.
Whether I make myself ignore it or let myself realize it...
I'm disappointed.

Disappointment.

That's the word that makes me think of

@3/12/2008 09:03:00 PM // 0 souls being eaten

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